Sunday, June 28, 2015

Ambiance: My New Digs

Well, it's finally time for me to leave the nest (for the third time in my life). Living with my parents and sisters has been fun and extremely helpful in restoring my savings account, but now it's time to move on.

I'm not moving far this time, thankfully. I'm just going back to the east side of the Salt Lake valley, and it's nice to know that this time, my parents and sisters won't be a state away. It's just a twenty-minute drive between our houses! I love it.

My new roommates are my very good friends Heather and Liz, who are both so on my level that I have no qualms about moving in with them. New roommates are always my biggest deterrent when it comes to finding a new place to live, but with Heather and Liz as my roomies, I'm not nearly as stressed or worried.

The new place is a split-level duplex, with a big living room and kitchen area that opens out to the small backyard. We're really excited to spruce the place up and make it a fun party spot for our friends and families.



The backyard needs a LOT of work, but it has great potential. 
It has three bedrooms and 1.5 baths. After a little deliberation, we decided that I get the smallest room for cheaper rent. Yesterday, my dad and I spent three hours putting together all the brand new bedroom stuff I got from KSL and Target. (I'm SO GLAD that Dad offered to come with me, because it would have taken me ten hours to put it all together by myself, no joke. I was prepared to do so, but I'm glad I ultimately didn't have to.)



While at first I wanted one of the bigger rooms, I ended up liking this space better. It's sunnier, for one thing, and it's also helping me to detach from the mountains of stuff I've collected over the years. A minimalist lifestyle for me!

Now that my bed and storage spaces are all figured out, I'm moving all my clothes and things in tomorrow evening. I'll miss the free dinners and family hangout time, but I'm excited to feel like a competent adult again. :)

Monday, June 22, 2015

Movie Review: Inside Out

SPOILERS ABOUND! You've been warned! 

Also, I don't own any of these pictures. They all belong to Disney and Pixar.


My rating: a perfect 5 out of 5!

They weren't kidding when they said that this was the best idea Pixar has ever had.

I mean, I went into it thinking, "You can't go wrong with Disney and Pixar!" (I'm not counting the Cars/Planes franchise), but it still managed to exceed my expectations.

The story is about a girl named Riley, whose family moves from beautiful Minnesota to downtown San Francisco. And I just went to San Francisco so I sympathized with her so much. If you watch the movie and think the setting was made to look unnaturally depressing, let me tell you, it was actually a perfect snapshot of the streets I just saw last weekend. It really is that gloomy-looking.


Anyways, as you probably know, the movie actually focuses on the emotions going on inside Riley's head. There are five of them--Joy, Sadness, Disgust, Fear, and Anger. So far the five of them have managed to coexist fairly well, with the majority of Riley's life being dominated by Joy.


Well, with all the crazy new stuff going on in Riley's life, Joy has a harder time keeping Riley's life happy. To make matters worse, Sadness keeps interfering. The five emotions live in a central control room of Riley's mind, where short-term memories gather before being shipped off to long-term memory. As Riley brings up old memories of Minnesota, Sadness keeps touching them, turning them from joyful yellow to sad blue.

We the audience feel as distressed about Sadness's interference as Joy does. Joy overreacts about it and causes an accident in the control room that gets her and Sadness sucked out of the control room and sent to the archives of long-term memory.

The rest of the movie is mostly about Joy and Sadness trying to get back to the control room. With the help of Bing Bong (Riley's old imaginary friend who's part cotton candy, part elephant, part cat, part dolphin), they traverse the various areas of Riley's mind. We get to see the maze of long-term memory (where workers vacuum up unimportant memories for permanent disposal), a chamber for deconstructing complex ideas, Imagination Land, Dream Production Studios, and the subconscious (a prison), the abyss of permanently-disposed memories, and the Train of Thought.


All of it is brilliant, of course. My dad keeps saying that they'll probably show this movie to Psychology students to teach them about the mind. It was super educational while being hilariously entertaining.

While Joy and Sadness are gone, the other three emotions try to make do, with disastrous results. Riley gets annoyed, angry, and shifty around her parents, driving a wedge between them. She gets mad at her old friend for making new friends. She gets angry about a missed goal and quits hockey. She's too scared at school to make new friends. Soon her tormented emotions lead to the collapse of all her core memories and established character traits.


That's the main conflict of the movie. Eventually Joy and Sadness make it back to the control room of Riley's mind, just in time to stop her from running away from home. Not only have they saved Riley, but they've learned a lot about each other and learned how to better get along.

So what's so brilliant about this movie? Aside from the super creative concept and the portrayal of the different parts of the mind, I think this movie is really important for kids to learn from.

The main issue, of course, is depression. They never actually say the D-word out loud, but it's obvious. Riley physically can't feel happiness or sorrow while Joy and Sadness are gone. They're gone. No encouragement or disapproval on her parents' part changes that. It only lasts like a day or two, but it's obvious that Riley has a serious issue.

So first of all, kids learn more about depression. Heck, adults in the movie learn more about depression! I hope this movie penetrated the thick skulls of depression deniers and showed them that not only is depression a real thing, but that it's not something that can just be wished away.

Another key moment was when Bing Bong is saddened by evidence that Riley is permanently forgetting him. Joy tries to cheer him up and snap him out of it with games and praise and stuff. Nothing works. Then Sadness sits next to him and says, "I'm sorry. That's really sad." To Joy's surprise, the more Sadness talks to Bing Bong, the better he gets. Soon he's on his feet again, ready to move on to the matter at hand.

Thank you, Disney and Pixar for teaching people how to deal with people who are depressed, whether temporarily or long-term! Instead of saying, "Get over it! Just be happy!" the best thing one can do is just be there and say, "I'm sorry. You're right, this is a sad situation. It's okay to be sad. I'm here for you until you're able to go on."

Ultimately, that was the main message of the movie: that sadness is not only okay, but necessary. Joy realizes near the end that some of Riley's best happy memories were preceded by sadness. When Joy finds a way back to the control room, not only does she bring Sadness back with her (despite her earlier declaration that Riley would be better off without Sadness), she actually lets Sadness snap Riley out of her depression instead of just flooding the girl with joy.

Before, we thought, "Oh no, happy memories are being turned sad! Stop it! Make Sadness go away!" But by the end, all I could think was, "Nothing's wrong with being sad!" It was as much an emotional journey for the audience as it was a physical journey for the emotions.

I loved that this movie teaches so much even as it entertains. You learn so much about psychology and depression without hardly realizing it. Most kids probably won't catch on to the deep stuff, but I hope this movie pops into their heads when they feel down. They'll remember that it's okay to be sad, and that without sadness there wouldn't be real moments of joy.

And it's great for adults, too, especially parents. What parent isn't like Joy, wanting their child to just be happy all the time? But, like Joy, they'll learn from this movie not only how depression works but also that just being there for your child and sympathizing with them is way more important than trying to bring them out of it with a happy-go-lucky attitude.

Finally, I loved that it was Family Island that ultimately launched Joy and Sadness back into the control room. Family really is the most important thing on earth. It can overcome all challenges--especially the emotional ones.


Before you go thinking that this movie was purely psychological and deep, let me tell you it was HILARIOUS as well. We were all cracking up, especially when the emotions in other characters' heads were shown. So funny!

So if you were debating whether or not to see this movie this weekend, I hope I convinced you. Everyone should go see this movie. Everyone.

Thursday, June 18, 2015

2015 Reading Challenge: On Basilisk Station (Honor Harringont #1) by David Weber

Synopsis:
Honor Harrington in trouble: Having made him look the fool, she's been exiled to Basilisk Station in disgrace and set up for ruin by a superior who hates her. Her demoralized crew blames her for their ship's humiliating posting to an out-of-the-way picket station. The aborigines of the system's only habitable planet are smoking homicide-inducing hallucinogens. Parliament isn't sure it wants to keep the place; the major local industry is smuggling, the merchant cartels want her head; the star-conquering, so-called "Republic" of Haven is Up to Something; and Honor Harrington has a single, over-age light cruiser with an armament that doesn't work to police the entire star system. But the people out to get her have made one mistake. They've made her mad! 
My rating: 2.5 out of 5

This one fell under the category of "A book at the bottom of my reading list."

I don't keep a list of books I don't want to read, so this one was literally on the bottom of my "to read" list. :)

Sadly, though, it really wasn't my favorite.

I really wanted to like it. It came highly recommended by a good friend of mine who has great taste in literature. But I really didn't care for it very much.

Honor herself was a pretty cool protagonist. A little Mary Sue-ish, maybe, but I liked that she was capable and smart and had the values to match her name.

The other characters, though, were very flat to me. If it weren't for the fact that many of them had ethnicity-specific names (Dominica Santos, Raoul Courvosier, Nikos Papadapolous, Hiro Yammada, etc), I wouldn't have been able to tell remember who was who.

The setting is scifi, which I usually really like. But the way Weber wrote it, there was just too much information too soon. The plot took forever to get going because he needed to pour out so many plot-relevant details beforehand.

The thing is, I like complicated plots and complex world building. My favorite series is Brandon Sanderson's The Stormlight Archive, for crying out loud. Have you SEEN how big and complex those books are?

But this one was so dense with fake scientific vernacular that took me forever to figure out. It felt like reading a physics textbook--tons of new words with very little context to explain it in simpler, applicable terms. I kept finding my eyes unfocusing and my attention wandering.

I mean, the explanations did the job right. By the climax, I knew what was at stake and I knew how all the equipment Honor was using worked, and it felt like a real victory in the end. The problem is, were this book not on my reading list, I never would have made it to the climax. I got so bored so early on that if this were something I'd just picked up from the library for fun, I would have given up on it. As it was, it took me nearly three weeks to get through it. Which is embarrassingly slow for me.

I want to give this series a chance because so many people love it, but for now I'm not hooked enough to pick up the sequels.

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Ambiance: San Jose, San Francisco, Dublin, and Carmel, California!


My family and I just got home from a fantastic trip to California. And by "just got home," I mean we rolled in at 2:00 this morning, and now I feel like I could go to sleep even though it's only 8:00pm.

We left Thursday morning at 6:00am and drove ten hours from Daybreak, Utah, through Nevada, to San Jose, California. The drive wasn't half as bad as we expected it to be. We thought it would be desolate and flat and brown and boring the whole way. We were pleasantly surprised to instead find green foliage, rolling hills, and lush forests. The recent rain has really been helping the desert look gorgeous, apparently.

We played 20 Questions as we drove. Dad stumped us for a long time with Bagheera, the panther from "The Jungle Book," but I stole the show by keeping them guessing for over a half hour with Mr. Sir from "Holes."

We also listened to a book during the drive--one of those cheesy LDS novels called "Lock and Key." I give it two stars. It doesn't even warrant a review, though Dad and I did chew it apart verbally the rest of the drive.

Anyways, we arrived at Amanda's apartment at about 4:00pm after only one pit stop, and we spent the whole evening just playing with Jackson. He is the CUTEST boy. He's growing up so fast and learning to speak so well. He enjoys chasing around the house, playing hide and seek (he has two hiding places), tickling and being tickled, and playing pretend. We got him some new toys--a bucket and shovel, and a stuffed turtle. Even though he had nothing to shovel in his little apartment, he still pretended to scoop sand and water. And he LOVES the stuffed turtle. He named it Buck. :)


That night we were too tired to worry much about dinner, so we just got some Chinese food and watched "The Others" (while Jackson was distracted with other things, of course) and vegged together. We got wiped out by like 9:00.

Our hotel was pretty cool. We stayed at an Embassy Suites in San Jose that had a really nice entryway and lobby. The hotel rooms were eight floors tall, laid out in a square around the lobby, which had so many plants and seating areas that it was more like a jungly courtyard than a lobby. The hotel room itself was pretty cheap looking, but the lobby was so cool that we forgave it. :) And they served an actual hot breakfast made to order, which was awesome.

Day 2 (Friday), we spent the entire day in San Francisco, an hour and a half away from our hotel. Chase managed to get the day off of work and spent it with us, which was so much fun.


The drive took us through the city itself which, I'm not gonna lie, was not my favorite. The streets were so windy and full of traffic, the buildings way too close together (making me claustrophobic a little bit), and everything was dirty and run down. We quickly decided that we prefer Brigham Young's city layouts--huge wide streets laid out in a grid. And yeah, Utah construction sucks, but at least our cities look so clean and nice all the time.

I digress. After managing to make our way through the crazy crowded, confusing city, we crossed the Golden Gate bridge and started on the north side. It was a beautiful sunny day everywhere else, but that entrance to the bay had a huge stream of fog coming in. It was like a living thing--a giant, smoky snake or something. We could barely see the bridge at all, but that didn't stop us from finding a tourist photo op spot and enjoying the limited view.





Then we went back over the bridge to the north end of the city, where we went to Fisherman's Wharf. We got a quick lunch at a sourdough bread place (which made us all feel sick by the end of the day--we're not big bread eaters). Then we went to Pier 39.

Pier 39 was so awesome. Can I just say that going places with a two-year-old nephew is like 1000 times more fun than going by oneself? EVERYTHING was entertaining to us. Some guy blowing bubbles kept us rooted for ten minutes because Jackson loved it so much. We fought a crowd to look at sea lions at the marina because Jackson would love it. We spent like a half hour at a carousel because Jackson wanted to ride it twice. We stared at boats docked in the marina for another half hour   because Jackson loves boats. It was so much fun!








That pier had so many cool shops and attractions. We spent a couple hours there, taking it all in. There was a shop for everything you could think of, I swear--hats, shirts, crystal, seashells, socks. We spent the most time at a seashell shop, where I wanted to buy everything in sight. I didn't. I left the day with only my traditional keychain. Much cheaper, but still a good memento.

When we got back to the car, we discovered that someone had run into the driver's side rearview mirror, smashing it apart. Now we're thoroughly convinced that we have some kind of curse--something ALWAYS goes wrong with our car when we're on vacation. Had we been in Utah, someone would have left a note apologizing and offering to pay for the damage. No such luck in San Fran. Thankfully the mirror part was just knocked out and smashed, so Dad was able to reconnect it and then sort of navigate by the fractured mirror. It was nerve-wracking, though, and Dad was so ticked.

Then we wanted to go back to Golden Gate and see if the fog had dissipated at all. It hadn't. It was SO COLD. We just went underneath the southern end of it, where we found Fort Point National Historic Site. It was a really cool old fort, though the brick walls and open rooms did nothing to stave off the cold. We braved the chill and the fierce wind to go up to the top, where we got a nice view of the city and saw some kind of search and rescue effort going on under the bridge. We think someone might have jumped :( though the boats and jet skis gave up rather quickly so we're not sure if it was a false alarm or something. Still it was pretty cool to see how fast they responded and how diligently they searched.



We went home the long way, along the west side of San Francisco, which was much nicer than the city itself. They have awesome trees in California, and once we got out of the fog we saw beach. We stopped at one right across from the entrance to the San Francisco Zoo and explored a little bit, though it was still cold so we didn't stay long.



Dinner that night was Red Robin, where Chase got a salted caramel shake that turned out to mostly be salt. He sent it back quickly after everyone but me took a sip and made a disgusted face. :)

That evening we all just talked again. Chase and Amanda wanted to play video games but we were all too tired so we just went back to the hotel.

Day 3 (Saturday), we started the day by going to see Jurassic World. I'll write a review about it later, but we all really liked it. The ending was epic!

After the movie, we went to Amanda's house and met up with the Williams (Chase got work off again! He's so fun to have around, so I'm so glad he got to spend the whole weekend with us.) We drove an hour and a half again up past San Francisco to the Muir Forest National Monument.

It was really crowded and touristy there, but we miraculously managed to find parking spots in the tiny main lot close to the trailhead instead of parking a mile away like everyone else was. It was chilly when we arrived, but the drive and the crowds and the cold were all worth it.

That place was amazing. I've seen real giant sequoias and these were just coastal redwoods, but they were still HUGE. It was a great Springer Family activity. We love hiking through forests, and this forest beat anything we'd ever gone to as a family. The trees were spectacular and that little canyon was so quiet and peaceful. We all loved it--even Jackson, who entertained himself by "tickling" the trees with leaves and fist bumping them as he rode past on his dad's or my dad's shoulders.





We spent a good few hours in there, then went through the gift shop where Chase showed a fascinated Jackson how to make pressed pennies. Meanwhile, Dad and I read some plaques about the forest's history and learned that the canyon was going to be flooded to build a reservoir until Muir and some other people bought the land and turned it into a preserve. I'm so glad they did. It's an amazing spot, and not too far from San Fran if you're going there already. I highly recommend it.

That night we had leftovers for dinner, then watched "Hitch," and then played on the Wii for an hour together. Amanda and Chase creamed us all, of course, but it was fun. I love that they have the patience to play with us even though we suck. :)

Day 4 (Sunday), we went to church at 9:00am at the nearest chapel. Then we ate a quick lunch at Amanda's place and drove two hours to Carmel. (Side note: we did a LOT of driving on this trip, as you can see. I think next time I'll just have a different hotel at each spot instead of having a home base so far from everything I want to see. It was nice not having to lug or worry about our luggage, though.)

Carmel was BEAUTIFUL. Chase found us the COOLEST spots to see. First we went to Point Lobos State Reserve, which is now my all-time favorite spot in California. You'll have to see it for yourself, but the area is just gorgeous. There's so much colorful foliage around, and then there are these trails that take you around to various lookout points, where there's wildlife all around.



We started at a random southern point and explored tide pools. Jackson loved watching the crabs, and so did we. There were crabs everywhere in those tide pools. They ranged in size, and I found the big ones fascinating as they broke open little shellfish and ate them. There were sea anemones and baby fish and some starfish, too. I've seen tide pools before in southern california, but these ones were so colorful and just seemed healthy and untouched. I should mention that that spot wasn't nearly as crowded as everywhere else we'd gone. Apparently it's off the map for most tourists, which was totally fine by me.



As we walked north, I kept my eyes on the ocean. We knew going into the reserve that there were sea otters out there, and I could see kelp forests out in the waves. That, plus all the crabs and shellfish indicated that it was ideal sea otter territory, especially since it's a protected reserve.

Finally, I saw something dark swimming out in the kelp. I got so excited and would have stayed riveted to that spot on the trail had my family not urged me along. And I'm so glad they did because then at another spot we were practically standing right over two sea otters hanging out in a little inlet below. They were SO. CUTE. and I was just so happy that I actually got to see sea otters in the wild! Their faces were adorable and their fur looked so fluffy, and they were rolling over and over in the kelp to tangle and anchor themselves there, and I was rambling like an idiot to my family about all the random sea otter facts I knew. It was a blast for me. :)

The dark shapes in the middle are sea otters!! This was the only pathetic photo I could get of the otters, but they were actually close than they look here. 
Jackson had a great time, too, of course. He couldn't really see the sea otters--they were pretty hidden in the kelp--and the seals weren't very exciting to him either. There were seals everywhere, too, but they were the exact same color as the rocks they sat on, and they barely moved so Jackson couldn't see them. We thought they were pretty entertaining, though, as they flopped around trying to find a good spot in the faint sunlight.


Those oblong shapes are seals. They had really good camouflage. :) 
More seals on that middle rock.
What we were hoping for for Jackson were sea lions because he liked them so much at Pier 39. We could hear the sea lions, but they turned out to be hanging out on a rock way out across the bay. Still, Jackson kept mimicking their "arf arf arf," which kept us laughing. We were also hoping to see some whales because apparently they pass by there pretty often. No such luck.

It was such a gorgeous spot, and we had a great time watching the sea otters play around. There was just so much nature around--the plants and animals all looked so healthy and untouched. It was one of the coolest ecosystems I've ever observed. I'm so glad that Chase picked it.

When we finally pulled ourselves away from Point Lobos, Chase became our favorite person yet again when he found the best beach spot we could have possibly found. We passed a lot of beach in Carmel as we drove around, but they were all crowded by tourists. Then Chase led us through a random suburb with gorgeous, multi-million-dollar homes along the beach, and there was actually a trail between the homes, totally accessible to outsiders, that went straight to a beach with hardly anyone on it. It was amazing. We had a relaxing Sunday evening there, playing in the waves and helping Jackson build a sand castle (he finally had a use for his new shovel and pail, and he LOVED IT). It was such a quiet, beautiful spot.





What I learned from that day was that it pays off to do a little homework. Yeah the tourist attractions are cool, but this day--when we went off the path and away from the crowds--ended up being my favorite.

Anyways, we were so riveted by Carmel that we didn't leave until around 6:00. And since it was a two-hour drive back home and we were already starving and exhausted, we decided to eat out. Yeah, yeah, we're sinners, I know. We never eat out on the Sabbath, but that day we were just beat. We couldn't wait until 8:00pm to fix dinner and eat at 9:00. So we went to this really good pizza place in Carmel.

Then it was a VERY long, two-hour drive back home. Poor Dad drove so much on that trip, I felt so bad. We were all sleeping the whole way. :)

Then Day 5 was Monday--our last little while with Amanda and Jackson. Chase had to go to work, sadly, but we were glad that he got as much time with us as he did. That morning we packed up our hotel room quickly, then spent the whole morning with Amanda and Jackson at their place. We just chilled together, playing the Wii, watching a movie, chatting, and playing with Jackson. We didn't want to leave. We ended up staying way too late, actually. Amanda made us scrumptious chicken enchiladas, and Dad was so glued to his grandson that he didn't realize how late in the day it was getting. The rest of us noticed, but we didn't want to say anything to draw Dad's attention to it. :)

But, alas, we did have to go. Jackson was napping, but we just had to wake him up and say goodbye. He gave us all hugs and kisses, then waved goodbye to us from his back porch as we drove off. We all miss that kid so much already.

The twelve-hour drive back was not nearly as fun as the drive there. We were all tired and sad about leaving. Mom, Dad, and I listened to "The Rithmatist" as we drove, though, which was highly entertaining. I was glad to finally get my family to listen to a Brandon Sanderson book together. They really liked it, and so did I. Review to follow. :)

Now we're back in Utah, and I feel like we were gone for much longer than just five days. But it was an amazing break and I'm just so glad that we got to go.


Friday, June 5, 2015

Doodles in the Margins: More Human Anatomy Practice

Just another poor-quality sketch dump, more for my own future reference than for your benefit, really. :)

 After practicing hands, I moved on to feet and legs. Feet are just like hands in that the principle of drawing them is so simple, yet in practice they're SO HARD to get right!

Legs are relatively simple now that I know where the muscles and bones are. Learning anatomy is kind of awesome. I'd still never be able to stomach being a doctor, though.


More leg practice, and then some torso basics.


More detailed torso stuff. Shoulder muscles are so interesting. I always wondered why my arms always looked so weird in my drawings. Now I know.


Male torso stuff, and my attempt to understand face proportions. Also, a random elbow.


I practiced a little using photos I collected on Pinterest for reference. I've titled them "Haitian walking in snow carrying invisible buckets" and "Headless, handless ballerina" respectively. As you can see, I still struggle with hands, feet, and faces.


And then this weekend at the cabin I did some more, using National Geographic photos for reference. I even included hands and feet! Faces still elude me, though.



Okay that's all for now.